It may be hard to believe, but I prefer porn over a girlfriend any day. I keep wondering if this means that I am addicted to porn. The girls at uk escorts say that they meet a lot of chaps like me who seem to have nothing but porn on the brain. They say that they feel like I am perhaps overdosing a little bit. It could be, and to be honest, I am not sure that I am going to be able to stop. This is just one of the many reasons why I date London escort all of the time.
I am not so sure when my porn addiction started, but I have always been a bit too much into sex. When I had regular girlfriends, I always wanted to explore our relationships, and act like we were in a porn movie. To me , that was perfectly okay. Now, most of the girls at London escort have pointed out to me that most girls are not into that sort of thing. Okay, with the help of London escorts, I am a bit better but I am still really addicted to porn and I cannot help it at all.
A couple of the girls that I date at London escorts have suggested that I go and see a sex therapist. I have thought about it but I am not so sure. The truth is that I rather enjoy my sexy lifestyle, and I think that most of the London escort agency who I date, can actually appreciate that. The problem is that none of the regular girls that I have met are happy to accept this and it can be kind of upsetting. I just don’t understand why regular girls react in this sort of way when I start to talk about porn.
What is the future? I do like female company, and I cannot keep on relying on London escorts for female company all of the time. Sometimes, it feels like my brain needs a break, and that is not easy to arrange. Perhaps the girls at London escorts are right. It would be so much better if I could go and see a therapist to sort something out. Maybe that would ﬁnally help me to move on with my life, and appreciate that there is more to life than porn.
The problem is that I am just totally addicted. My home here in London is full of porn movies, sexy magazines and adult comics as well. I just don’t seem to be able to break free from my craving for porn for one minute. Even my jobs involves porn, and I keep on trying to do something else, but it just doesn’t work at all. In a way, I know that I am weak, and to see a therapist, would be a very brave step for me. Just don’t know how to pick up the phone, and jump in a taxi to get there. That would be the toughest thing of them all!